& Just starting a new one. I feel like I need a fresh start with everything.
I’m trying to start again for like the millionth time. I need to be more focused & not get so hard on myself. I need to stop comparing myself to others and not hate myself if I have a bad day or can’t do as much for one day. I’m going to need a ton of support though, and I don’t know where to find that really. I wish I had more friends, actually any for that matter, that were into fitness and stuff. Adam goes with me though, which helps, but I compare myself to him a lot. I love going with him though. We take turns, and have fun, and I love it. But, I also know that he doesn’t enjoy it a lot, and I don’t want to have to push him to go you know? I don’t know where I’m taking this really. I still have a lot to do. A lot of work ahead of me, and part of my just doesn’t know if I will be able to handle it.